I love documenting my life on YouTube.
But considering that everyone are watching my videos, it doesn’t make sense to continue.
It’s awkward and embarrassing to do it in front of the world.
I have learnt how to speak now, what to say, how to say and so on.
But I should adapt to the changes and be mindful about what I share henceforth because of the impact that I have.
Whenever I say something silly even, the impact is huge and people also read between the lines and misinterpret etc.
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If someone misbehaves with me, disrespects me, gaslights me, crosses my boundaries and space, forces me for attention or any kind of shit like this.
I will be speaking about it openly.
I want people to clearly understand that, there’s going to be severe consequences even with me.
To quote Taylor Swift,
“When they stop coming for me, I will stop singing to them.”
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Having said that,
I’m sure I have made enough money to live a comfortable life, for me and my family.
I’m not interested in anything more.
Hence I’m not interested in continuing my regular content.
Success and fame wasn’t my intention, it’s an added benefit.
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I’m trying to think things through on what to do going forward and what kinda content I should make.
Even the reviews aren’t fun anymore, as I mentioned in my previous blog.
My intention was to prove myself and that’s done.
So it’s time to adapt to the changes and stop my regular content
I honestly don’t know what I should do, but I will think about it.
As I mentioned previously,
I will share if I have something of value to add to the world.
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For now I’m waiting for this to be over and for what I asked for.
That’s about it.
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