Dear Diary.

No, it’s not me who is the problem.

I should stop blaming myself.

As long as I exist in this reality and double life, shit is going to keep happening.

People are going to continuously take advantage of my helplessness.

Disrespect, gaslight and mistreat me.

I’ve done everything to get out of this shit.

I don’t know why I’m waiting this way or what’s happening.

I’m losing it, tbh.

Please put an end to this God.