When my throat was fucked and I was really sick.
People didn’t stop and show kindness.
They still lusted on me, forced, sexually assaulted and harassed me.
Whatever happened with Pettigrew, monster at social, Rahuul Rishav, Anna at the crochet workshop, monster at crochet class, Dhruv and so on was when I was really sick.
They clearly knew I was sick.
Still they did whatever they did.
They are monsters in the form of humans.
They lack empathy and remorse.
Whatever people around me did to me based on a random stranger’s lies was also monstrous.
Pettigrew lied, yes.
But people could have handled it better.
Everything that I built was thrown away in a second.
All I’ve done is help people.
I can never forget that.
The world helped me though for that I’m grateful.
The men I met on a date after I fell sick were also hopeless.
I stopped dating in july ’23.
Till then the men I met were crazy.
They were lusting and horny and didn’t care that I was sick.
There was no empathy and care.
I literally told some of them I’m really sick I’m not looking for anything other than company (because I was suicidal) and their response would be “can you try kissing?”
I’ve seen so much BS in life.
rachana rajan <3 