Note.

I met someone in November 2023 and March 2024.

I was looking for a friend.

But they weren’t interested in being friends.

After that I stopped trying to make friends.

Since I started dating in 2019, I would have spoken to around 200-250 men.

I fell in love just twice.

With Will and Ginny.

Most of them were a mess.

I rejected half of them while texting.

Some of them rejected me.

I met some and rejected them after the first date.

Some of them were fake accounts.

Some of them were really good but I didn’t love them.

I dated a few casually.

After Ginny, I met and spoke to so many men who were really good and interested in me.

But I let them go.

…

So yeah.

This is why I said you’ll meet hundreds of people in your life because I did.

After this dating experience, I don’t break my head over temporary people.

And I learnt how to keep it casual.

Also, I learnt to move on quickly.

…

It’s because I kept saying no to all the men whom I spoke to and kept moving on, that I met Ginny.

If I had given up after a few bad experiences, I wouldn’t have met her.

But I didn’t give up.

I’m Ted Mosby that way.

And I finally found my Ted Mosby.

After Ginny, I spoke to around 50 men.

I realised I’m not going to fall in love again.

So after July I stopped dating.

…

I’m not interested in dating anymore.

Even if Ginny comes back or not.

I know she’s going to come back.

But even if she doesn’t. (hypothetically)

I’m not going to date again.

After what happened, I don’t think I can.

I’m not really deprived of physical intimacy so I’ll be okay.

I can live without sex.