When I rejected Pettigrew I was extremely polite.
I said, “I’m sorry I don’t make friends easily, don’t feel bad.”
I also added, “That’s the reason I kept deleting your number and unfollowed you on Instagram”
She clearly knew I wasn’t interested in her.
I rejected her advances so she spread slander.
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Even after that she approached me.
I had a bad fight with mother that day, I wanted to be alone.
Everyone in this world knew things worked out for me and I’m waiting for my YouTube money.
It wasn’t a secret.
Everyone had stopped gaslighting me and were happy for me.
When she approached me, I was already fucked up.
I said to her, “I had a fight with parents”
She started smiling badly (there was nothing to smile about in that situation)
She said, “You should look for a job”
(She said this intentionally because everyone knew I was waiting for my money)
I said, “I’m waiting for my YouTube money”
She was smiling creepily and started gaslighting me and pulled that incident.
She clearly knew what she was doing.
She clearly knew she was hurting me.
She said, “Everyone watches your YouTube but I don’t watch it”
She wanted an upper hand in the conversation.
I said, “Stop gaslighting me, everyone knows me”
She kept smiling and continued and pulled it.
I couldn’t take it anymore so I said, “I don’t want to speak to you”
Then she messaged me my reaction to her torture and said, “No one knows you, you were sitting alone that’s why I spoke to you”
Then she sent two waiters to attack me.
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She gaslighted me intentionally, I don’t understand why.
I think she was trying to cut me off and she wanted me to stop going to the restaurant because I told her I wasn’t interested in being friends.
She couldn’t maintain the false narrative that she was telling everyone about me at that restaurant.
That’s why she did that.
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I didn’t understand why it happened and why I was sexually assaulted, so I called her after going home.
I said, “I have nothing against you, what exactly were you trying to do? why were you gaslighting me?”
She kept gaslighting me till I kept the phone.
It was part of her game.
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I called the manager after that.
She messaged me saying, “I’m sorry, why did you tell the manager, I will lose my job”
I said, “You betrayed and hurt me, please stop texting me”
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They forced me to speak to her by giving me a card.
I called the operation manager.
She is poor, so I sugarcoated the truth to help her save her job.
I didn’t know she lied so badly.
I didn’t know she put the blame on me.
I understood what was happening only in October.
For 2 months I suffered without understanding what exactly was going on.
rachana rajan <3 