Note.

I think I’m still being watched.

Because the other day,

I was speaking to my niece and asking about school and mother intentionally said, “stop shouting” when I was speaking.

I don’t know why she did that because I was not shouting.

I was speaking normally.

I don’t like it when mother interferes in my personal space and boundaries.

Today mother said something and I got irritated.

It wasn’t the first time I asked her not to do that.

With my family there’s always a history behind whatever they do and say.

My reaction to them is always normal.

When I reacted, mother said why are you shouting.

So I think we are still being watched.

There’s always subtle manipulations like this with mother and father.

Before it was extreme and now it’s subtle.

Whenever they are on their best behaviour and there are subtle manipulations, it’s quite obvious we are being watched.

Also, I googled a song online and I saw a reel on Instagram with that song.

I tried watching a movie, spirited away, but didn’t watch it because I don’t like watching on my phone.

I saw it on Instagram again someone saying it’s their favourite movie.

Living this kinda life is scrutiny to the extreme and extremely inhuman.