Note.

Every time my parents want to win an argument they say, “stop shouting”.

It’s extremely manipulative because they trigger me and I react.

Then they behave all calm and quiet and innocent and say, “stop shouting”.

They do this to make me look crazy.

The manager at 46 ounces did the same thing.

After everything that happened to me.

I went there to question him and my reaction was normal.

But while I was speaking he was behaving all innocent and calm and said, “stop shouting”.

So fucking manipulative.

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While I was speaking to my niece mother said that to bring me down.

Today afternoon, mother did the same thing.

I got irritated, so she pulled it and said why are you shouting.

I don’t know if we are still being watched but I feel we are.

I’m not sure completely.

Before it was extreme manipulations.

Now it’s subtle manipulations.

There has been subtle shade with the youtuber Rachel Catherine as well.

She has been throwing shade since I rejected her.

These days since I’m successful and everyone likes me, the shade is subtle but it’s still very much there.

So I took a step back.

She is extremely shady.

With mother, I try to ignore it because it’s subtle manipulations.

But I brought it up today and we fought.

She’s been crying now.

I was crying in my room too.

At the end of the day mother has a good heart.

My parents and I just don’t work.

I’m just waiting to move out.