Note.

I don’t know if whatever I said about mother is true.

About the subtle manipulations.

As long as I exist in this reality, shit will continue forever.

I want this to end once and for all.


The monster at crochet class doesn’t know the basic code of conduct of a teacher.

I had a doubt so I looked at her and raised my finger.

Which is within context.

She is supposed to ask me what happened and clear my doubt.

Which is the code of conduct of a teacher.

I couldn’t continue with my crochet till she told me what to do next.

But that monster started enjoying the attention and started walking left and right intentionally.

She clearly knew I had a doubt.

She was intentionally stalling.

She went to the student in front of me and started taunting me indirectly saying, “are you confused xyz, do you have a doubt”

I was traumatized.

I was already traumatized because of her unethical behaviour. On top of that anxiety and period cramps.

I was going to faint.

After that she kept walking left and right intentionally.

Then finally came to me and started smiling like a psychopath. She smelled disgusting too.

She is a monster man.


This is how people behave with me.

People behave extremely unethical and they do whatever the fuck they want with me.

Because with me they don’t have to face any consequences.

I already spoke about the aggressive stalker in my apartment, the monster at social and Pettigrew and everyone else.

People behave shitty with me.


I’m teaching people how to treat me by being vocal about each and every thing.

Until people learn to treat me right, I’m going to continue being vocal and fight.

As long as I exist in this reality shit will continue forever and ever.

I want an out.

I want convention.

I want to be treated conventionally.

I want respect and normalcy.

Enough is enough man.

Enough of this BS.