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Everytime mother relapses and speaks about something that bothers her, father keeps repeating “shut your mouth” and silences her.

I hate that about him.

Because he has done too much damage in the past which cannot be buried or swept under the rug.

I know he has changed and is trying.

But he should have the ability to understand that mother went through hell in the past.

He should give her the space to vent whenever she remembers something from the past because it must be bothering her.

He should not constantly silence her.

He should acknowledge her pain and listen and let her get things out of her system.

Then move past it together.

Just washing the dishes isn’t enough.

He should also learn to speak respectfully.

My parents keep bickering and I hate it because most of the time both of them are wrong.

I want a lot of distance from them because I’m tired of listening to them fight my whole life.

I’m just so tired.