People were creating false scenarios and situations around me to make it look like it’s okay to be like that.
Based on assumptions about whatever I was doing and lies and manipulations of people I know.
That was scrutiny and inhuman cruelty to the extreme.
Also,
the world was hurting me constantly based on lies and manipulations and calling it karma.
Watching me by invading my personal space, boundaries and privacy without my consent and knowledge.
All that was barbaric like I’m some kinda animal or alien.
Also,
everyone I knew was playing games and taking advantage of my helplessness for ulterior motives and constantly trying to bring me down because of jealousy.
The people who were controlling my surroundings and content was causing psychological pain and assault for entertainment purposes.
They were constantly trying to bury the truth and silence me.
The world was going crazy every time I expressed a personal opinion or they would find out things by invading my personal space and go crazy online and react to everything.
Whatever happened these last three years and my whole life was insane.
The world sabotaged my life in the name of help.
Sabotaged my relationship when I finally found love.
Tortured me in the name of empathy.
Called me crazy whenever I tried to speak about it and gaslighted me.
If people were so bloody interested in my life,
they could have just asked me directly right?
What I went through cannot be forgiven even by God.
That’s why the truth is in front of the whole world.
I had to fight death and thunder storm to say it.
At least now please put an end to this.
I don’t know what the fuck am I waiting for.
rachana rajan <3 