Note.

I forgot to tell you about Chintu.

We met on a date a few weeks before I met Ginny.

We liked each other and even did stuff in his car.

It was amazing and I wanted to date him.

But because of some external reasons we didn’t date.

I was upset for a while and moved on.

We decided to stay friends and we were good friends.

After I met Ginny, we didn’t speak much.

During my serial dating phase after Ginny left for Canada,

we would flirt occasionally.

I wanted to meet him.

This was in 2023.

He suggested we “do it” but more like a friends with benefits kinda way.

I said no because as you know, I don’t have sex unless I’m in love.

After a while, we phased off.

He is really really attractive.

If I wanted it, I could have.

But I didn’t.

Because I’m not deprived of physical intimacy.

You can talk to him.

If I want it, it’s so easy and effortless. You have no idea.

But I don’t want it.