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I honestly don’t get the fuss about sex.

I don’t know if it’s because I’ve only had sex with psycho divorcee and he forced me into doing it.

Also, because he sucked in bed.

But yeah.

It’s just okay and not worth the hype.

I wanted to do it with Will. He is the first person I wanted to do it with.

But he got married.

After that,

I wanted to do it with Ginny.

But by the time I was ready, we got separated.

People sabotaged what we had.

After that I didn’t really recover.

I don’t think I can do it with anyone else now.

Because there’s no moving on from Ginny.

She’s my, to quote Julian Haites, the great undoing.

Hypothetically if I don’t meet Ginny again, I can live without it.

Because I’m not going to fall in love again.

If I want to kiss and cuddle, I can just pick my favorite from all the men who chase me.

I don’t understand why people rape, tbh.

It’s just a high of few seconds.

Not worth it at all when you think about the consequences of the crime.

I will never understand some people.

I prefer masturbating when I think about the sex I had with psycho divorcee.

Not worth the hype.

Maybe when I have sex with Ginny, I’ll change my mind.

Because I do like the idea of making love, not a fan of fucking though.