Note.

A few months ago,

when I ordered an umbrella and the delivery agent created problems and I questioned him,

father started boiling with anger and he hit me.

So I stamped him on his stomach.

It was the anger for everything that he did to me since childhood.

After that we fought and he came to attack me and I gave it back.

After a few months,

When Aaru wanted to watch TV and father exited the video,

I asked him to give me the remote and he stamped me with full force on my chest.

After that we fought and he again tried to attack me and I verbally abused him.

He took out his anger on mother and hit her.

This was when he clearly knew that I was going through something serious and suffering.

A few weeks ago when I fought with parents and I brought up that incident,

mother said that father did that because I did the same first.

But these aren’t the same incidents.

I did it because of lifelong anger and because I was provoked.

He did it back after few months because whatever I did hurt his ego.

Not the same thing.

I verbally abuse him every time he provokes me and I’m not sorry and I should not be because of whatever I faced.

He apologized for stamping me but that doesn’t erase what happened.

Also,

he never really changes.

No matter how much he tries to.

He just doesn’t change.

He’s not going to.

So I don’t expect it either.