Note.

Whatever happened last year august was extremely cruel, scrutinizing and inhumanly barbaric.

But it was happening indirectly.

If it was direct,

I could scream, shout and question people.

But it was happening indirectly.

I was being tortured indirectly.

Do you see how inhuman that is?

So I was reacting to what was happening.

My tongue was sticking out and I was making weird expressions, I was biting the inside of my lips to control myself.

It was a normal reaction to whatever was going on.

The worst part?

People were questioning me about my reaction to torture as well and torturing me once again.

You cannot torture someone inhumanly and question them about their reaction to torture and torture them on top of that.

That’s fucked up shit.

I got in the habit of biting the inside of my lips since that incident last year august.

I press my lips together and bite the inside of my lips.

Whenever I get angry, I bite the inside of my lips to control my anger.

Because whatever is happening is happening indirectly.

It’s a normal reaction to what’s going on.

If people were questioning me directly,

I can take out my anger directly and shout or speak.

Whatever I’m doing is a normal reaction to what’s going on.

And the inhuman ways people are treating me.

Please understand whatever is happening to me is wrong.

I’m being treated like an alien or animal.

And being tested like a lab rat.

When I’m fucking innocent.

No one else can exist in my shoes even for a minute.

But I’ve persisted and spoken about everything and proved myself.

Because I’m innocent and only I knew the truth.

I cannot do more than this.

I’ve had enough.

Please put an end to this.