Note.

I do feel bad about speaking all these things about the old man in my apartment because he is very old.

But that’s what he did to me.

And seeing him regularly pisses me off further.

I know I went overboard with my anger the other day but it’s justified.

If there was some distance, I could work on my feelings and forget about him completely and never speak about it again.

But yeah.

That’s not the case here.

I do feel bad about saying these things even if my anger is justified.

I can never speak to him or forgive him.

But I do hope he nurtures the relationships that are close to him and finds some love and peace for the rest of his life.