Note.

No one else can exist in my shoes even for a minute.

No one else can handle the inhuman ways the world has treated me my whole life.

But I’ve persisted and I’m waiting.

Please stop controlling my surroundings and content.

Please stop going against the force of nature and playing these stupid mind games.

I’m not a fucking lab rat or alien or an animal.

Stop torturing me intentionally.

I’m a fucking human being.

What the fuck is going on?

What the fuck am I waiting for this way?

The truth is already out long ago.

What the bloody fuck is happening?