I honestly didn’t even know what was happening most of my life.
Dumbledore said I was sick.
I accepted it and doubted my own sanity for a decade.
I kept asking him since day one.
“Why are people speaking to me that way?”
I was suffering my whole life and with whatever strength I had, I kept repeating that question to him.
He said I’m sick that’s why I’m asking that question.
That was the only thing stopping me from telling my story.
Because I didn’t understand my story myself.
When Nikita Metha told me why people are speaking that way.
Every single thing fell into place.
Then I spoke to my therapist Rahul.
He said people are empathizing with you.
I told him Voldemort used to whisper in my ear she’s speaking about me.
He said “what???”
His reaction confirmed my truth.
I asked him “I don’t know what’s going on?”
He said “you already know it”
At that second, it felt like I was waking up from sleep.
My whole life I doubted my own sanity and accepted it as well.
I was living in a lie.
After that I kept writing as though I was possessed.
Because only I knew what happened and the truth.
My question is,
If a certain way of speaking wasn’t working out.
Why was it carried on?
Why was the whole world made to speak that way?
What the actual fuck man?
Dumbledore fucked up.
He did not know what I proved here.
I will not let him take credit for my smartness.
He is a liar. Don’t believe him.
He was not helping me.
He fucked up. I saw it clearly on his face.
I’m good at reading people.
He was desperate to prove he is right instead of doing the right thing.
He fucked up.
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