Note.

Father will be facing forward and sitting in the front and watching TV.

Every time I open the bedroom door, his head turns 90 degrees to ogle at me.

He keeps looking 90 degrees as long as I’m in the room.

He did that yesterday as well and I shouted at him and called out his behaviour.

Mother behaved as though I did something wrong and asked me to go inside.

I said to her, I’m not the one doing the wrong thing.

Stop behaving as though I’m wrong.

Since we moved to this house,

Every time I open the bedroom door,

father’s head would turn 180 degrees to look at my body.

Or he keeps looking at me with the corner of his eyes to see if I reached the front door,

so that he can turn his head 180 degrees to look at my body.

He has been ogling at my body my entire adult life.

like a ruthless vulture.

I’ve wanted to die my whole life because of him.

I’ve begged him to stop, I’ve shouted at him, I’ve been writing on my blog for the last 3 years continuously.

He still doesn’t change.

He is never going to change.

I’m sure if I wear shorts now and walk out of the door, his eyes will be on my body.

He is trying to suppress and bury the truth by turning tables on me.

But the truth is not going to change.

He will never change too.