Note.

Sid suddenly showed interest in me because I was dressing hot.

Hence it didn’t feel right.

All the men I casually went out on a date with after Ginny were interested in me because I was hot.

It never felt right.

Milan was chasing me because I was hot. He said he loves me only after I proved my sanity.

I have known him since 2019.

He treated me like shit up until I got a make over.

He is extremely shallow.

I could not ignore the fact, even if he is a catch.

It goes against my values.

It never felt right.

Men were chasing me because I was hot and after I proved my sanity.

Ginny set the bar too high and literally no one could meet the standards after her.

I don’t go for looks and money. It is a factor but not a priority.

I see and notice and study them.

I look for a lot of things which I already mentioned before.

Before Ginny,

the bar was too low.

Hence I dated assholes.

As someone rightly said, you accept the love you think you deserve.

I always felt I’m not good enough.

So I dated losers.

After Ginny,

Even if I met someone good, they couldn’t meet the standards she set.

I don’t think anyone ever can again.