Note.

I didn’t know the world was watching my videos initially.

So I was bullshitting for the most part.

When I think about certain things, I feel mortified.

Can’t do anything about it though.

Everyone’s already seen everything.

I didn’t have any time to fully process my embarrassment as well because I was busy fighting so far.

Now that I’m alone with my thoughts all day every day and it’s so fucking silent, it’s kinda sinking in.

Ah well.