Note.

I’m waiting to move out to hit the gym.

I’m not going to the gym now because if I wear gym clothes and step out of the bedroom,

father will definitely ogle at my body like a ruthless vulture.

He will start finding excuses to look at my body.

He is never going to change.

It will fuck me up badly and I won’t be able to focus on gym and my entire day will be spoilt.


I know the whole entire world is reading this.

I don’t understand why everyone is staying quiet and watching me suffer like this.

I don’t want to live in this house with that man.

I want to go as far away as possible from that man.

Also,

I’m sick.

I need to go to the fucking hospital.

Can someone please explain to me what the fuck am I waiting for this way?


I tried listening to an audiobook just now.

Literally all the audio books/books are tampered with.

I might have to stop reading completely and forever if they are not changed back to their original content once this is done.