Note.

Father is never going to change.

Today is diwali and parents started fighting badly.

Father started name calling mother’s mom, so mother did the same back.

Father went running to her and started pressing her throat.

I shouted at them again and again and again to stop fighting.

Now they have finally stopped fighting.

Father was saying he doesn’t have money so he is in a bad mood.

If he doesn’t have money that doesn’t give him any right to abuse mother this way.

He is always in rage and he takes it out on us.

He has been doing this since the beginning.

He is a patriarchal malayali man.

He is never going to change.

I’m scared of moving out and leaving mother alone with him.

Because if I’m not there to stop them from fighting he is even capable of killing mother in his rage.