Note.

I was going to write everything directly.

But whenever I tried to say something directly, my family would keep saying I’m sick and I need medicine.

I knew my family was reading my blogs.

I knew something was going on but I didn’t know what it was.

So I decided to write it in the form of fanfiction.

One day I saw a reel of Khaleesi online.

I related to what she said. I have not seen GoT.

But I really like Emilia Clarke.

Also, I really liked the song Vigilante shit.

Taylor Swift says, “Don’t get sad, get even.”

So I decided to take revenge.

I used Khaleesi in my fanfiction to take revenge.

I had a general vague idea of what I wanted to write.

Everything was impromptu and real time.

I just had to fight to say it.

Because people were continuously torturing me.

I just wanted to say everything.

That was my only intention.

I was desperate to tell my story. I was desperate to finish it because only I knew the truth.

I’ve done everything in my power to show you the truth.

I cannot do more than this.

My only intention was to prove my innocence and sanity.

I was not chasing success.

That wasn’t on my radar.

It’s just an added benefit.

I have this innate impulse to fix things and since I had a platform to address the world, I helped.

It makes me anxious when things are not in their place because I’m slightly anal.

That’s it.

I wanted to be a youtuber, so I kept making youtube videos along with this.

Whatever happened after August last year was impromptu and real time and I was going with the flow.

I knew I was innocent.

So I was ready to face whatever came my way and faced it head on.

I wanted to be with Ginny so I was fighting for her.

I just wanted this to be over. So I kept fighting.

Now we’re here.