I have nothing against the old man in my apartment.
He said sorry and he seemed to be repenting.
I’m just not interested in engaging with him or speaking to him.
And when he constantly stalks me and harassed me,
I feel repulsed and I start despising him.
Because he is just a neighbour and there was nothing between us.
He was overstepping my boundaries constantly.
Anyway.
I hope he finds some peace in his old age and nurtures and cherishes the connections he has in his life with his family and friends.
I’m just not interested in speaking to him.
But yeah.
I’ve decided to forgive him for what he did to me.
Forgiveness has to come from within.
I cannot do or say something that I don’t feel.
When people force me, I will do the opposite and defy them.
So please don’t force me.
I have forgiven him and I hope he finds peace in his old age.