After whatever happened with Pettigrew,
I honestly miss Draco sometimes.
She is open minded and cool and inherently good.
Even if we had problems and she bullied me.
Most of our problems were because I didn’t have self respect and self love back then.
I accepted the doormat treatment silently until one day I couldn’t take it anymore and exploded.
Draco is not evil.
Draco is just Draco.
We were platonic soulmates and attached to each other in an unhealthy way.
When you are close to someone this way problems are a part and parcel.
We didn’t know boundaries back then.
We’ve had good moments in the decade that we were close.
It took me a really long time to move on after our friendship breakup.
I was so fucked.
Now that I’m healed.
I would be able to do justice to the friendship if we ever speak again.
I’m sure she must have changed and grown as a person as well.
She has to reach out if she wants to be friends because I don’t have her number.