I didn’t understand what was happening when it was happening.
This is the only reason I survived whatever happened to me in the past.
My mind was not developed.
I didn’t know the meaning of sexual assault, rape, betrayal etc.
I didn’t know people wanted me dead.
I doubted my own sanity for a decade and accepted that I was sick.
I didn’t know why people were speaking to me in false empathy.
This is the only thing and the main thing that was stopping me from telling my story.
I kept asking Dumbledore again and again and again.
I was on the verge of dying throughout my life and I kept repeating the same thing to Dumbledore.
“Why are people speaking to me that way.”
This was the crucial piece of the puzzle.
I got to know why 3 years ago.
And I fought through death to tell my story because only I knew the truth.
I was desperate to finish telling my story.
Now you know it too.
I’ve said everything that’s important.