Note.

I think Pettigrew’s definition of friendship is different from my definition of friendship.

Maybe she considers everyone whom she speaks to as her friend.

I need to feel a sense of connection and rapport and trust and safety to use that word.

Because a friend is a valuable word for me.

Also,

We barely spoke.

I’ve had much more profound connections with men whom I’ve casually dated.

She was just a random person in a random restaurant and she caused so much trauma and drama.

God man.

I didn’t understand why I was being sexually assaulted initially.

You can read my blogs again from August till October.

I kept repeating,

“please ask me what happened.”

“I’m not attracted to women IRL.”

I didn’t know that she lied.

I didn’t know that the law was involved.

I realised what was happening only in October.

People could have handled it better.

I’m grateful to God that I didn’t die and I was able to finish my story.

I’m so grateful that everyone helped me.

Now I can die peacefully whenever it happens.