rachana rajan <3

Last year after things worked out for me.

I opened Instagram and I saw a reel on my “for you” page.

It was an edit of taylor swift at the eras tour that said, “Taylor Swift won in life”

I think it was meant for me.

Because Ginny was going to come back and things worked out for me and people consider me as taylor swift.

That’s why I spoke about winning.

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I already cleared this last year itself.

But people started doubting me because of it.

Also because of Pettigrew’s lies and smear campaign.

My Instagram post with hukum song.

Also, the analogy checkmate.

I used the word power move as well.

I think I understand what exactly happened.

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The thing with me is that.

I’m different from everyone else.

I’m always minding my own business.

I never hurt anyone intentionally because God is always with me.

My consciousness is always clear because I always think from a place of love.

Also, my first thought is always to help people.

I don’t have certain human emotions.

Whenever I see someone suffering, my first thought is to take their pain away and help them.

I love helping.

I keep thinking I should give them money when I have money.

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But everyone else isn’t this way.

Humans are inherently good.

But they always act on misunderstandings and hurt each other.

Even if it is someone close who they love.

That’s their response to pain.

Their threshold for pain is less.

They are always sparring and ready for combat.

Because everyone has an ego.

Everyone also has other unnecessary human emotions that consume them.

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I don’t have an ego.

I don’t have certain human emotions.

I always give the benefit of the doubt and my threshold is really high.

This is what sets me apart from everyone else.

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Hence when someone fucks with me, they are signing up for their own destruction.

Everyone in this world functions the same way.

I’ve noticed a pattern.

I’ve noticed what makes me different and I’ve already spoken about everything.

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I never start anything with anyone.

This is why I always rise above the drama.

I’m kinda different from the rest.

I’ve spoken about everything and repeated it multiple times and explained it.

I’ve done everything in my power to show you the truth.

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I do understand why people need proof because I’m built differently and not like the rest of the humans.

This is how I function.

I’ve said everything that’s important.

I cannot do more than this.

I’m speaking the truth.

I’ve given you whatever proof that I can think of.

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When someone crosses my threshold, I lose my love and respect for them.

Because I would never do the things that they did.

I always have good intentions and when I realise that they didn’t have good intentions for me.

They lose my love and respect.

And I retaliate.

Once I dislike someone I can never speak to them again.

I cannot fake it.

I cannot betray myself like that.

I completely disengage.

I’d rather die than speak to someone who crosses my threshold.

This is how I’m built.

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