I don’t get along with people who have ego.
You should have self respect but you should not have an ego.
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Pettigrew has a huge ego.
She’s a narcissist.
I noticed it.
Her energy was off since day one.
She was constantly overstepping my boundaries.
I tried my best to tell her I’m not interested since the beginning with non verbal boundaries.
I was constantly drawing non verbal boundaries.
It wasn’t written on her forehead that she’s bisexual.
I thought she was desperate to be my friend.
When she gave me something to eat, I tried being friends.
When I realised she’s a predator and a psychopath, I cut her off.
She started behaving sadistic and punishing me for not complying with her pathological force.
When I rejected her, I was polite.
I was polite from day one.
Even when she was constantly overstepping my boundaries and forcing.
When I rejected her, it hurt her ego. She couldn’t handle the rejection.
She spread slander because of her ego.
That’s what caused the whole drama which led to her destruction.
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When things worked out for me one year ago everyone had stopped gaslighting me.
Everyone was happy for me.
My sister, therapist and wherever I went people had stopped gaslighting me and they were smiling.
I had a fight with mom and I went there because I wanted to be alone.
She approached me even though I clearly said I’m not interested in being friends.
I said I fought with mom.
She suddenly started smiling widely.
(there was nothing to smile about in this situation)
She said look for a job.
(she was not trying to help me because everyone knew things worked out for me and it wasn’t a secret. Everyone had stopped gaslighting me)
I said I’m waiting for my youtube money.
She was smiling widely and said, “everyone watches your youtube. I don’t watch it.”
(she wanted an upper hand in the conversation)
I said, “Stop gaslighting me, everyone knows me”
She was smiling widely and said, “I swear on my mother, I don’t watch”
I drew a healthy boundary and said, “I don’t want to speak to you right now.”
(I was already fucked up because of fight with my mom. I didn’t want to talk to Pettigrew because I had already said I was not interested in being friends on top of that she was being sadistic.)
When I drew my boundary, her smile suddenly vanished and she made an angry expression and left.
She lost that upper hand that she wanted in the conversation.
So she immediately texted and started speaking about my reaction to what she did.
She then sent two waiters to attack me.
One waiter sexually assaulted me.
The other waiter intentionally asked my name.
She immediately texted, “no one knows you here, I spoke to you because you were sitting alone”
She did this because she wanted to maintain the upper hand.
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I didn’t understand why I was sexually assaulted.
I called her after going home.
She kept gaslighting me till I kept the phone.
So I spoke to the manager.
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She is not a good person.
rachana rajan <3 