I have negative thoughts too. I don’t like certain people.
Some people annoy the shit out of me.
Sometimes I have valid and legit reasons. Sometimes it’s something petty.
They are random people whom I know or random people on the internet.
(I don’t dislike people for their looks or imperfections.
I dislike them for their values, behaviour, words, energy etc.)
I’m human too.
I know some people don’t like me as well. I’m okay with that.
The thing with me is.
I don’t speak things into existence.
Because as I mentioned, human feelings are flexible.
People can grow on you when you get to know them.
There’s a possibility I will change my mind about that person later on.
Maybe I won’t.
Sometimes it’s because of a misunderstanding so I give the benefit of the doubt.
Sometimes it’s not that important and that person is just a random person whom I will never meet again.
So I don’t speak it into existence.
I just stay away from them.
But if I speak it into existence, it becomes my truth and it’s like starting shit and I have to face the consequences.
So I don’t.
I never start anything.
The thing with me is when I don’t like someone, I cannot talk to them for the life of me.
I just can’t.
I stay away.
I don’t start shit.
I mind my own business.