Note.

When I started dating in 2019.

Everyone I knew, my family and friends back then, asked me to settle for really ugly men.

They said since I have so many problems, I have to compromise.

But I said no.

I spoke to a lot of men.

So many men.

It wasn’t working out.

Even Will got married.

So I gave up and started dating losers and said yes to them.

(you accept the love you think you deserve)

That’s how I met psycho divorcee, guy with an ugly dick and the perfect man.

I even posted them on my socials.

Everyone was making fun of me.

Even my brother in law.

I dated them back to back and said yes to them.

After that I was fed up.

Men weren’t interested in me back then.

I wasn’t interested in the men who showed interest in me.

I spoke to around 200 men.

I decided to change the narrative of my life and started working on myself.

I was working on myself through therapy.

I got a makeover.

I coloured my hair.

And all of a sudden men were interested in me.

That’s when I met Ginny.

After I met her, I changed my dressing sense as well.

And suddenly everyone started chasing me because I was fucking hot.

Even men who treated me like shit started reaching out.

But I was not interested in anyone because I was in love with Ginny.

I didn’t tell anyone about Ginny. I was being extremely secretive.

Because everyone had made fun of me in the past.

After Ginny left for Canada.

There were so many men who were chasing me.

So many.

But I wasn’t interested.

I didn’t want anyone who liked me because I was hot.

I wanted someone who liked me for me.

That was Ginny.

I knew she liked me too because I saw it on her eyes and face the last time we met.

So I kept reaching out.

I kept fighting for it.

So yeah.

I’m glad that I didn’t settle for less.

I’m so glad that I didn’t lower my standards.

I’m so glad that it didn’t work out with those losers.

I’m so glad that I didn’t give up. I must have spoken to around 250 men since 2019.