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I’m so disturbed by whatever the delivery agent did to me.

I ordered from big basket because I was really hungry.

After he left, I had a panic attack and I could not calm down for a long time.

My hunger vanished.

I couldn’t focus on anything.

I’m already suffering and this person stabbed me on top of it.

It’s 1 am now and I’m unable to sleep because I’m still not okay.

I usually sleep at 9 pm every day.

I wanted to speak to someone badly.

I called Will a few times. I called my therapist.

But they didn’t pick up.

I messaged my sister in law and sister asking for money to speak to my therapist.

I don’t know why I’m existing this way.

I’m suffering so badly when the whole world is benefitting out of me.

Can someone please explain to me why am I waiting this way?

I need to see a doctor.

I’ve been sick for the last 4 months.

My parents are sick as well.

We are suffering.

We don’t even have money to take care of our basic needs.

What’s happening?