Everyone needs to understand that I went through something very serious.
I was on the verge of dying numerous times these last 3 years.
I went through numerous near death experiences.
I need to speak to my therapist or someone daily and talk about everything that happened.
Verbally.
All I’ve been doing is writing here.
It’s not enough.
My mind is fucked most of the time.
On top of all these things people keep gaslighting me again and again and again.
I’m already fucked and they stab me on top of it.
Do you even understand how hard it is for me to hold it together?
What’s going on man?
What are people doing?
rachana rajan <3 