Note.

Psycho divorcee is the only person I had sex with.

I regret it so much.

So much.

I regret it to this day.

Because having sex is a huge deal for me.

I don’t feel like doing it unless I’m in love.

I made a lot of mistakes initially when I started dating.

I learnt from my mistakes and I got better at it with time.

Anyway.

What I feel is.

Having sex is not an important factor for someone to fall in love with you.

Because men chase me and ask me to marry them and be their girlfriend and confess their love.

Even without having sex or even kissing them.

Because they know it’s a huge deal for me and I don’t do it with anyone.

If you are the kind of person who is okay with having sex with strangers and you have those needs.

And you won’t regret it later.

There’s nothing wrong with doing it.

But I usually wait to feel ready and build trust and feel connected.

Because I know for a fact that I will regret it like hell if he turns out to be an asshole.

I don’t get into a relationship as well.

I wait to feel ready.

I don’t trust people easily.

So even if I like a man.

I wait till I’m ready and to trust him.

If someone gets angry when I say no.

Forces me or behaves desperate or doesn’t respect me.

That’s not my person.

I’m not desperate to get into a relationship or get married.

I’m okay without it.

So unless it’s a fuck yes.

It’s a no.