Note.

I want to take an x-ray of my brain and see what’s happening inside.

I don’t know how I became normal.

Also,

I’ve been sick for the last 4 months.

I need to see a doctor really bad.

I’m struggling.

I need to take my parents to the hospital as well.

I’m so fed up.

I don’t know how I’m holding it together.

I’m so fucking fed up.

I want to just sleep for the rest of my life.

And hug Ginny.

I want a quiet life.

A normal and conventional life.

I’m so fucking fed up.