Note.

I don’t know if I’ve said this.

I was going to die in 2022.

I was drinking something and walking on the road and I choked.

I almost died but I immediately swallowed.

So I didn’t.

In the beginning of 2023.

I was extremely heartbroken and suicidal.

Ginny said she doesn’t love me.

My life was going down the rabbit hole.

So many things were going on.

I was so lost.

I started walking in the middle of the road without realising it.

A bus almost hit me.

But the driver immediately stopped.

He glared at me and I thought, I could have just died.

I don’t want to live.

That was just the beginning.

I was going to die numerous times after that.

It’s because Ginny fell in love with me that I got the strength to fight.

Otherwise I would have given up and stopped fighting long ago in 2023 when I fell sick.

I would have died in 2023 itself.