Note.

When I was dating Ginny.

Dumbledore was switching my medicines because my prolactin was higher than normal.

Also,

I abruptly tried to stop my medicine as well.

These things were happening in the background.

When we met after her birthday, I kept blacking out because I abruptly stopped my medicine.

I didn’t want to cancel the plan because I missed her.

I was on the verge of dying.

I couldn’t hold on.

I blacked out in her car on the way home for a few seconds on and off.

We had a moment in the car outside my apartment.

I couldn’t hold on.

I didn’t know how to say it.

She wanted to kiss but I wasn’t able to.

My mouth was going dry and I was going to faint.

I held her hand and hugged her instead and stuff like that.

I stumbled back home, took my medicine and collapsed on the bed.

The first time that we met, I was dizzy with butterflies.

The second time was the movie and she left immediately after the movie.

The third time again I was dizzy with butterflies.

The fourth time was after the birthday when I was on the verge of blacking out.

That’s why I couldn’t look at her properly.

Fifth time was the biere library again I was dizzy.

I was crazy back then.

Also, I was extremely shy and awkward.

I just couldn’t look at her face and speak at the same time because she is so fucking hot.

I gained confidence after doing youtube.

And now I’m normal.

So yeah.