My whole life people were acting out of misunderstandings and preconceived notions.
Hence I’ve let it go.
It’s water under the bridge.
The trauma is still there because whatever I went through was real and legit.
The intensity of the trauma has reduced but I need time to forget things.
I have cleared, explained, clarified and proved every single miniscule thing.
I have left no room for misunderstandings and doubts.
In case someone lies about me or tries to turn the table tomorrow, you can clearly understand the truth.
I’ve gone to the root of the problem and addressed it.
I have explained the complexities of existing in this reality in detail.
In case something happens tomorrow I’m hoping the history won’t repeat itself again.
After knowing everything that I have been through in life.
No one in their right mind would hurt me again.
After knowing what I’ve been through to get here.
No one in their right mind would be jealous of me.
But unfortunately there are some fucked up jokers in this world.
As long as I exist in this reality and double life.
Shit will continue forever and ever.
I want a normal and conventional life.
I don’t want to live like this anymore.
I’ve put in my blood sweat and tears to reach here.
I want the credit, convention and recognition for my work.
I deserve it.
I cannot repeat the same things everyday forever and ever.
I’m sick and beyond fed up.
I’m lowkey losing my mind.
Please put an end to this.
The truth is already out long ago.
I’ve already cleared my name and proved my innocence.
Please end this.