Note.

No one knows most of what I have written here.

My entire life, I was constantly silenced by people and no one asked me what happened or my side of the story.

If people were so interested in my personal life they could have just asked me.

I had to fight death to say it.

Because I was silenced my whole life.

I don’t talk about my problems and personal life to anyone.

I always keep it light and make jokes instead.

Even when I’m sad and dying inside.

I have trouble opening up.

I take a lot of time to feel comfortable and ready and to trust.

Also,

I don’t want to be gaslighted when I open up.

So I’m scared to open up.

I can’t openly speak about what’s happening to anyone.

I’m a human being too.

I would want to openly speak about what’s happening and what happened to everyone I’m speaking to.

I want a normal and conventional life.

I wasn’t chasing success.

My only intention was to tell my side of the story.

And prove my innocence and sanity and clear the immense BS and misunderstandings.

That’s it.

Success is an added benefit.

More than anything, I want a normal and conventional life.