Note.

I complained to mom today about what Dudley’s father did yesterday.

She completely lost it.

We fought continuously for 2 hours straight.

I was trying to calm her down.

But it didn’t work.

She was crying just now.

So I tried to calm her down again.

She told about what dad did all these years to her which triggered her.

In the afternoon, I said to her that I hate all my relatives.

That’s what tripped her off and caused the meltdown.

Dad has troubled mom about her side of the family all her life.

There have been never ending fights and domestic violence from his end.

About this topic.

All her life.

This is what triggered her trauma.

Now I understand what happened and why she’s been crying.

Mom has gone through a lot too.

Not just me.

I feel sorry for her when I think about everything that father did and living in that small house and suffering and taking care of us.

On top of that the domestic violence.

All my problems as well which mother had to deal with second hand.

I wish I could take her pain away at least in this old age.

She’s suffered so much.

Father has changed drastically now.

Not completely.

But he is much better than before.

I want to give them a comfortable life.

For the rest of their lives.

So that they can find some peace and don’t have to worry about money.