Note.

I confronted mother just now.

I said to her the way she behaved was wrong.

The only thing I said to her on jan 2nd was.

“whatever Dudley’s father did on new year’s day was wrong.

Please don’t wake me up when I don’t like someone.

When I have been extremely clear that I don’t like them.”

She verbally abused me for 2 hours continuously for saying these 2 statements.

Also in the night that day when I confronted her about her behaviour.

When I confronted her just now, she said.

“I should have doused you in petrol and lit the match instead.”

I said “what the fuck are you saying.”

She said, “I didn’t mean it.” Then she tried to backtrack her words.

Then she had a meltdown again.

Now I understand what’s happening.

Mother is trying to save face in front of her family by supporting her brother instead of me.

Even when she clearly knows her brother is in the wrong.

She’s scared her brother will stop speaking to her because I exposed his BS in front of the world.

I understand now where her loyalties lie.

She cares more about saving face.

Instead of being reasonable or taking my side.

Whatever this is.

I don’t want to be a part of this.

I don’t give a fuck.

I don’t give a fuck about Dudley and her father and her family.

I don’t give a fuck about my motherfucking relatives.

I don’t give a flying fuck.

I have been clear about my boundaries.

And every single thing.

Stay the fuck away from me.