Note.

Will literally had fights with his wife because she wasn’t okay with us speaking.

And he continued being my friend and helped me out of my dark place a few years ago.

And constantly supported me since we started speaking in 2020.

Also,

it’s really difficult to find a friend like Will whom I can trust blindfolded.

I know for a fact he cares about me as a friend and he will never hurt me intentionally.

It’s so fucking hard to find people like this.

I have to explain this to Ginny.

When I tell her about Will some day in the future.

I hope she’ll be okay with us speaking and won’t feel uncomfortable because it’s strictly platonic since a very long time.

Also, we don’t text often.

There’s a healthy boundary.

Both of us have moved on years ago.

Also,

I love Ginny so much.

I will never betray her.

I’ve been loyal since she confessed her love to me.

Even though she said she was engaged.

I’m not really interested in anyone else romantically.

Haven’t been since we started speaking.

She’s the best thing that’s happened to me and my priority.

The reason that I’m alive and breathing.

You get it right?

I hope she will understand.

My whole life is here.

I have nothing to hide really.

I’ve said everything that’s important.

There’s nothing left to say.

You know.

I’ve never pushed or forced Ginny.

I knew she had misunderstandings like everyone else in this world.

So I cleared it here.

I wanted her to make an informed decision.

I wanted her to know everything and also, my problems and limitations.

Then choose me on her own free will.

Because I don’t know.

I’m not everyone else.

So yeah.