Note.

I honestly don’t feel good writing all these things about that old man.

I’m not that kinda person.

He’s handing me the pen and paper to write about him by lowkey torturing me when I’m already drowning.

He is really old.

He is a retired professor.

I don’t understand this behaviour.

I hope he understands that I cannot engage and focuses on his friends and family.

And finds some peace of mind in his old age.

I’m sorry but I don’t feel a connection with everyone.

Whatever connection you feel with me is one sided. I’m sorry.

I understand.

But this is how it is.

I’m not built for fame.

I’m not a celebrity.

I didn’t ask for the world to be involved in my life.

It wasn’t my fucking idea.

I was just focused on telling my side of the story.

That’s it.

Now it’s become this.

Anyway.

I’ve communicated my boundaries.

I hope people understand.