I have so much respect for Draco after whatever happened.
I miss her sometimes.
I know our friendship is severed now.
But I’m ready to start over.
If she is.
I hope she reaches out someday.
Draco and I had a really strong connection even if it was toxic.
Both of us were at fault.
She was never jealous of me, even if she bullied me.
Looking back, I only remember the good stuff.
After things ended with Draco.
I kept searching for the same kind of bond that we had in everyone I spoke to.
But I never found it again.
I went into a really dark place in 2020.
That’s when I met Will.
And he made everything better.
I’m okay with him breaking my heart.
I acted like a dick recently and we fought.
I feel so bad for whatever I said.
He has been nothing but good to me till now.
I started projecting.
I feel so guilty.
I hope he speaks to me so that we can clear things.