I want a normal and conventional life.
I want credit, convention and recognition for my work.
Because this is my sweat, blood and tears.
I don’t want to exist in this invisible double life and false reality.
Most people are creepy fans with a leverage.
They take advantage of my helplessness.
Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan.
They smile a twisted creepy malicious smile when they see me.
They take it one step further and do things unnecessarily and intentionally.
It’s all fun and games for them.
As long as I exist in this reality and double life shit will continue forever and ever.
When I have a normal life.
Problems won’t stop.
But I can handle it better and stand up for myself.
I will have normal ass problems like everyone else.
I won’t have these twisted psychological problems like the movie Saw.