Note.

I want a normal and conventional life.

I want credit, convention and recognition for my work.

Because this is my sweat, blood and tears.


I don’t want to exist in this invisible double life and false reality.

Most people are creepy fans with a leverage.

They take advantage of my helplessness.

Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan.

They smile a twisted creepy malicious smile when they see me.

They take it one step further and do things unnecessarily and intentionally.

It’s all fun and games for them.

As long as I exist in this reality and double life shit will continue forever and ever.


When I have a normal life.

Problems won’t stop.

But I can handle it better and stand up for myself.

I will have normal ass problems like everyone else.

I won’t have these twisted psychological problems like the movie Saw.