The truth is already out long long ago.
What the actual fuck am I waiting for?
No one else can exist in my shoes even for a minute.
You don’t know how hard it was to reach here and continue to wait this way.
It was really difficult, would be an understatement.
When everything worked out for me in August 2024.
Pettigrew betrayed me and I had to start from the scratch.
My community helped me for which I’m forever grateful.
I’m just waiting for now.
And repeating the same things like a crazy person.
I’m really sick and beyond exhausted.
I have no money to take care of my basic needs and therapy.
I’m frustrated and fucked.