Note.

When Will called me last year on his birthday.

He gaslighted me brutally because of whatever was going on.

I think the law made him do it.

Because he will never hurt me like that.

I got completely fucked because gaslighting is psychological assault.

He apologized heartily.

So I continued speaking to him normally.

But I was completely fucked for 2 days.

When I confronted Will the last time we spoke.

He said he got fucked.

That’s why he stopped speaking.

I guess he needs a break.

But yeah.

I kept apologising genuinely and reaching out.

Even if it wasn’t my mistake.

I apologised because my words hurt him.

But he vanished.

Why I’m saying this is because.

When the same thing happened to me.

I placed our friendship and him above the pain.

And continued speaking.

But when it happened to him.

He disappeared.

I don’t know why though?

Does he need time to think about and process it?

Or he just doesn’t want to speak about it.

Maybe it’s because my pain tolerance is high and I have thick skin.

But I don’t know.

I hope he speaks to me soon because I literally have no other friends.

I’m just so tired.

I miss being silly with him sometimes.