The picture that I painted of Meghana wasn’t fair.
She is a really good person.
She has golden retriever energy and bubbly personality.
She is really nice to speak to as well.
Just that we weren’t close.
I mean we were casual friends and neighbours.
I have known her since college days.
But I don’t know her at the same time.
Because we have never really opened up to each other that way.
Even she knows that.
She has really close girl friends.
I have met them once.
When I’m with them I don’t really feel like I belong because I don’t have their history and closeness.
Because I am in fact just a casual friend.
She’ll be alright without me because we were never really close.
She has her besties.
I don’t know why she reached out to me now.
And used words like “good friend and true friends”.
Because she was absent throughout my life.
She was never really there for me till now.
On top of that, the gaslighting.
That’s why I reacted the way I reacted.
Anyway.
She’s not my enemy.
Even if I’m not interested in being friends.
I wish her well from a distance.
God bless her.
rachana rajan <3 