Note.

Father was a monster before.

After my nieces came into our lives and after we moved to this apartment.

He has changed drastically now.

But not completely.

He is never fully going to leave his old ways behind.

He is never going to change completely.

That’s the truth.

I’ve accepted the truth and made peace with it.

I want to maintain as much distance as possible till I move out.

I can’t wait to get away from him.

I worry about my mother though.

I’m scared he will kill her in his rage if I’m not there to intervene.