Note.

The thing with what happened is that.

There’s a pattern in Neethu’s behaviour.

She keeps saying she will do something.

But she doesn’t really do it.

Because she doesn’t want to.

She just doesn’t say no.

Like.

If she didn’t want to post the story.

She could have declined.

But she kept saying she’ll definitely do it.

Later snapped when I confronted her.

She kept asking to meet when I called in 2023 and 2024.

But I was blocked.

So she didn’t really mean it.

When I texted her recently.

She said that she’ll text me.

But she didn’t.

Because she doesn’t want to.

She just doesn’t say no.

And she does this instead.

This lowkey irritates me.

So I let it go.

I’m done trying to reach out.

I’m done trying.

When she makes up her mind.

She can reach out.

Because this behaviour is fucking me up.

So I took a step back.

I like her as a friend.

She’s a good person as well.

But I’m getting fucked.

Also.

I don’t want to keep reaching out this way.

This kinda doesn’t make me feel good about myself.

It’s hurting my self respect.

I did my part.

I tried fighting for the friendship.

I have that satisfaction.